這次的休假說起來真的還滿久的，不過是沒有之前放假的興奮倒是真的。
星期五放假回來，在家休息了一晚，第二天殺到新竹去和一群老人打了兩場球，自己的球技真的退步不少，怎麼投都投不進，只能跟著一直跑一直跑…不過體力是真的有進步，跑了跑還不致於會累…這樣還算不幸中的大幸吧！:p
然而真的累的是過去和回來新竹的過程~ 早上還是大太陽，想說應該沒問題的，車沒騎多久…差不多到半路的時候開始下雨…而且不是一點點的小雨…而是傾盆大雨…可能我是比較倒楣吧！想回頭也來不及了…只好換上雨衣硬著頭皮繼續騎。這雨一下就是兩天，真是讓我吃不消啊！
打完球後回到ohiyo他們家看電視玩"西八啦"，小輸了一點錢，再玩梭哈…喝了點酒，這樣的生活好懷念喔！好像從畢業後就沒有過，可以的話真的要多多和這些好朋友們多聯絡聯絡。
當兵真的會讓人無法熬夜~大家一直玩，我十二點半就受不了倒了…平常都十點不到就就寢，真的好像很遜。迷濛之中，感覺到他們在兩三點的時候結束回去了~真可惜啊…沒能全程參與。
回來後的星期日，還滿輕鬆的，就在家看著電視，晚上去幫顏魯蛋搞電腦…說也其怪，怎麼搞都弄不好，還幫他買了ram加上去，最後才發現原來是他的線沒有接好 -_- 害我搞了那麼久…之前幫他裝電腦的真的太機車太粗心啦！
Anyway，這樣自由的生活真的不錯，以後退伍後也可以過這樣的生活，果然要失去之後才會懂得珍惜呀！
明天中午就要去報到了，等一下要開始收拾行李，祝我自己好運吧！
My name is Fred~ Here, I'll try to post my stories, my feelings, and all the interesting stuffs. Please feel free to post your comments, I would be very appreciate about that!!
Monday, February 20, 2006
Short Love Story--Story of Regret
There was this guy who believed very much in true love and decided to take
his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would
definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.
Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to
look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the
past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he
would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she
came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a
different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the
ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was
all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often
trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it
seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with
another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she
returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she
returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore,
she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still
the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings
for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that
way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and
come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by
her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he
remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he
wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then,
three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even
wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for
the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how
come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to
that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his
friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still
he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to
pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was
impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with
those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them.
The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her,
he went up to acknowledge her.
"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.
"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She
continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then
he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a
girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?"
The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked
directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't
been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the
lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his
dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady
has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look
further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific
girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and
yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had
let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her
immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she
might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore.....
For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially
an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got
through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and
the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even
after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives.
He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of
their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was
supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a
head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours
in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such
cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him,
denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the
Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his
mistake!! That was in 1996.
The moral of this story is : -
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that
person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone,
for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to
realise that it is too late.
--
\\\///
/ | \\ // |
( | (.) (.) |)
--------------o00o--(_)--o00o--------------
Love&Regards, Thxs
--
Gary
Msn Id:-garys2...@hotmail.com
Yahoo Id:-garys...@yahoo.com
GmailTalk:-gar...@gmail.com
Walk on with a hope in your heart and, you'll never walk
alone.
--------------ooo0------------------------------
( ) 0ooo
\ ( ( )
\_) ) /
(_/
his time to wait for his right girl to appear. He believed that there would
definitely be someone special out there for him, but none came.
Every year at Christmas, his ex-girlfriend would return from Vancouver to
look him up. He was aware that she still held some hope of re-kindling the
past romance with him. He did not wish to mislead her in any way. So he
would always get one of his girl friends to pose as his steady whenever she
came back. That went on for several years and each year, the guy would get a
different girl to pose as his romantic interest. So whenever the
ex-girlfriend came to visit him, she would be led into believing that it was
all over between her and the guy. The girl took all those rather well, often
trying to casually tease him about his different girlfriends, or so, as it
seemed! In fact, the girl often wept in secret whenever she saw him with
another girl, but she was too proud to admit it. Still, every Christmas, she
returned, hoping to re-kindle some form of romance. But each time, she
returned to Vancouver feeling disappointed.
Finally she decided that she could not play that game any longer. Therefore,
she confronted him and professed that after all those years, he was still
the only man that she had ever loved. Although the guy knew of her feelings
for him, he was still taken back and have never expected her to react that
way. He always thought that she would slowly forget about him over time and
come to terms that it was all over between them. Although he was touched by
her undying love for him and wanted so much to accept her again, he
remembered why he rejected her in the first place-she was not the one he
wanted. So he hardened his heart and turned her down cruelly. Since then,
three years have passed and the girl never return anymore. They never even
wrote to each other. The guy went on with his life..... still searching for
the one but somehow deep inside him, he missed the girl.
On the Christmas of 1995, he went to his friend's party alone. "Hey, how
come all alone this year? Where are all your girlfriends? What happened to
that Vancouver babe who joins you every Christmas?", asked one of his
friend. He felt warm and comforted by his friend's queries about her, still
he just surged on.
Then, he came upon one of his many girlfriends whom he once requested to
pose as his steady. He wanted so much to ignore her ..... not that he was
impolite, but because at that moment, he just didn't feel comfortable with
those girlfriends anymore. It was almost like he was being judged by them.
The girl saw him and shouted across the floor for him. Unable to avoid her,
he went up to acknowledge her.
"Hi......how are you? Enjoying the party?" the girl asked.
"Sure.....yeah!", he replied.
She was slightly tipsy..... must be from the whiskey on her hand. She
continued,
"Why...? Don't you need someone to pose as your girlfriend this year?" Then
he answered, "No, there is no need for that anymore......"
Before he can continue, he was interrupted, "Oh yes! Must have found a
girlfriend! You haven't been searching for one for the past years, right?"
The man looked up, as if he has struck gold, his face beamed and looked
directly at the drunken girl. He replied, "Yes......you are right! I haven't
been looking for anyone for the past years."
With that, the man darted across the floor and out the door, leaving the
lady in much bewilderment. He finally realized that he has already found his
dream girl, and she was.....the Vancouver girl all along! The drunken lady
has said something that awoken him.
All along he has found his girl. That was why he did not bother to look
further when he realized she was not coming back. It was not any specific
girl he was seeking! It was perfection that he wanted, and
yes.....perfection!!
Relationship is something both parties should work on. Realizing that he had
let away someone so important in his life, he decided to call her
immediately. His whole mind was flooded with fear. He was afraid that she
might have found someone new or no longer had the same feelings anymore.....
For once, he felt the fear of losing someone.
As it was Christmas eve, the line was quite hard to get through, especially
an overseas call. He tried again and again, never giving up. Finally, he got
through......precisely at 1200 midnight. He confessed his love for her and
the girl was moved to tears. It seemed that she never got over him! Even
after so long, she was still waiting for him, never giving up.
He was so excited to meet her and to begin his new chapter of their lives.
He decided to fly to Vancouver to join her. It was the happiest time of
their lives! But their happy time was short-lived. Two days before he was
supposed to fly to Vancouver, he received a call from her father. She had a
head-on car collision with a drunken driver. She passed away after 6 hours
in a coma.
The guy was devastated, as it was a complete loss. Why did fate played such
cruel games with him? He cursed the heaven for taking her away from him,
denying even one last look at her! How cruel he cursed! How he damned the
Gods...!! How he hated himself....for taking so long to realize his
mistake!! That was in 1996.
The moral of this story is : -
Treasure what you have...
Time is too slow for those who wait;
Too swift for those who fear;
Too long for those who grief;
Too short for those who rejoice;
But for those who love...
Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that
person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone,
for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to
realise that it is too late.
--
\\\///
/ | \\ // |
( | (.) (.) |)
--------------o00o--(_)--o00o--------------
Love&Regards, Thxs
--
Gary
Msn Id:-garys2...@hotmail.com
Yahoo Id:-garys...@yahoo.com
GmailTalk:-gar...@gmail.com
Walk on with a hope in your heart and, you'll never walk
alone.
--------------ooo0------------------------------
( ) 0ooo
\ ( ( )
\_) ) /
(_/
我的當兵日記 [2006.2.20]
不知不覺，結訓了，結訓假也快要放完了，緊接著就是下部隊的生活，未來會怎樣我真的一點頭緒也沒有。
回想著在五股的生活，還真有點給他懷念了起來。睡了那麼久的床，雖然從來沒在上頭睡飽過，但仍然還是有那麼點感情在呀！和我一同睡了兩三個月的好室友好同學們，接著就要到不同地方去報到，未來還會不會再見面呢？沒有人肯定…但大家的心中都一同留下了滿不錯的回憶，我想這樣就足夠了吧？！
這幾個月來，被幹了不少次，有些是自己事情沒做好，有些卻是被幹得莫明奇妙…然而不論如何，我都還是撐過來了，累是累，但收獲還不少呢！身為教授班長，和教官們都打下了不錯的關係，做事的能力上可能又有些進步，至少比較不會沒有頭緒，也會安排及分配工作…任務下來了比較不會慌慌張張…重點是被罵罵到習慣了，以前還會滿難過的，現在還是會，但只有那麼一下下，不知道是好還是壞~
當兵當到現在，不論任何人都看得出來我有改變~因為~從入伍到現在，我一共少了十公斤了呢！自己也覺得很神奇，不過在這樣的運動方式下，我想任何人都很難不瘦吧？！這樣的生活下，我的體力又變好了些，體重少了跑起步來輕盈了不少，連拉單摃也可以多拉個三四下，整個人看起來有精神許多，難怪大家都說我是在當爽兵（可是一點也不爽啊~~）
晚一點要開始收拾東西了，明天就要收假了~呼~
Anyway，總而言之，I'm gonna miss the life there~
回想著在五股的生活，還真有點給他懷念了起來。睡了那麼久的床，雖然從來沒在上頭睡飽過，但仍然還是有那麼點感情在呀！和我一同睡了兩三個月的好室友好同學們，接著就要到不同地方去報到，未來還會不會再見面呢？沒有人肯定…但大家的心中都一同留下了滿不錯的回憶，我想這樣就足夠了吧？！
這幾個月來，被幹了不少次，有些是自己事情沒做好，有些卻是被幹得莫明奇妙…然而不論如何，我都還是撐過來了，累是累，但收獲還不少呢！身為教授班長，和教官們都打下了不錯的關係，做事的能力上可能又有些進步，至少比較不會沒有頭緒，也會安排及分配工作…任務下來了比較不會慌慌張張…重點是被罵罵到習慣了，以前還會滿難過的，現在還是會，但只有那麼一下下，不知道是好還是壞~
當兵當到現在，不論任何人都看得出來我有改變~因為~從入伍到現在，我一共少了十公斤了呢！自己也覺得很神奇，不過在這樣的運動方式下，我想任何人都很難不瘦吧？！這樣的生活下，我的體力又變好了些，體重少了跑起步來輕盈了不少，連拉單摃也可以多拉個三四下，整個人看起來有精神許多，難怪大家都說我是在當爽兵（可是一點也不爽啊~~）
晚一點要開始收拾東西了，明天就要收假了~呼~
Anyway，總而言之，I'm gonna miss the life there~
Saturday, February 04, 2006
我的當兵日記 [2006.2.3]
距上次寫寫東西，又是一個多星期前的事了~現在的時間過得好快，不知不覺就一個星期一個星期的過~
年假也放完了，好像是該收收心了~不過這幾天一直在找以前的同學，不論是大學同學還是高中同學，和大家有時間可以聚一聚真的很不錯，雖然大家沒有像以前一樣沒事就會見個面什麼的，但看到大家都在為著自己的未來努力，有的和我一樣在當兵，有的辛苦的準備研究所考試，而有的還在準備著永遠念不完的研究生功課~
放假的日子總是過得特別快，不知道為什麼…老是有這樣的感覺。本來還在想說有這麼多天，可以好好的玩他一陣子，不過不知道為什麼一下子就結束了~真的有點意外。
回南部走了走，到了外婆家和家人聚了聚，這好像是我從軍以後第一次回去和大家見面吧！平常休假連睡覺都不太夠時間了，的確不會想要回南部。不過這樣的感覺真好，看到小孩子們又長大了些，我的小姪女現在也會講話了，真是超可愛~
這次回去，又去了地母廟，到巴登咖啡上了趟廁所，到處拜訪新朋好友，還不錯啦！
雖然這樣，但星期四晚上的收假還是收得我不甘不願…就這樣回營，然後隔天又要放假，為什麼不來個彈性放假，這樣豈不很好？
一回去就事情很多，到處忙東忙西的，感覺從凡人又回到軍人身份，有點悶~
還好這一天整天的課都很輕鬆~~不然我可能真的會受不了吧！
放假又快放完了，就在這樣的放假收假中，算算也過了快四個月了，再過不久就要退伍了吧！只求平安渡過囉！
事情真多，還要帶些東西回家做…呼…
年假也放完了，好像是該收收心了~不過這幾天一直在找以前的同學，不論是大學同學還是高中同學，和大家有時間可以聚一聚真的很不錯，雖然大家沒有像以前一樣沒事就會見個面什麼的，但看到大家都在為著自己的未來努力，有的和我一樣在當兵，有的辛苦的準備研究所考試，而有的還在準備著永遠念不完的研究生功課~
放假的日子總是過得特別快，不知道為什麼…老是有這樣的感覺。本來還在想說有這麼多天，可以好好的玩他一陣子，不過不知道為什麼一下子就結束了~真的有點意外。
回南部走了走，到了外婆家和家人聚了聚，這好像是我從軍以後第一次回去和大家見面吧！平常休假連睡覺都不太夠時間了，的確不會想要回南部。不過這樣的感覺真好，看到小孩子們又長大了些，我的小姪女現在也會講話了，真是超可愛~
這次回去，又去了地母廟，到巴登咖啡上了趟廁所，到處拜訪新朋好友，還不錯啦！
雖然這樣，但星期四晚上的收假還是收得我不甘不願…就這樣回營，然後隔天又要放假，為什麼不來個彈性放假，這樣豈不很好？
一回去就事情很多，到處忙東忙西的，感覺從凡人又回到軍人身份，有點悶~
還好這一天整天的課都很輕鬆~~不然我可能真的會受不了吧！
放假又快放完了，就在這樣的放假收假中，算算也過了快四個月了，再過不久就要退伍了吧！只求平安渡過囉！
事情真多，還要帶些東西回家做…呼…
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
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